“WHAT’S OLD IS NEW AGAIN”

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I can’t believe that I’m back in 2009 again. Back to when I wanted an outlet to creatively express my desires and my thoughts, to complete strangers. Back to when I had to idea, that I, would be forever branded as “Chatty Patty”. It all feels so surreal and yet it feels like it was meant to be. Patience and timing seems to be the theme of my life, as of lately. Most Aries are impatient, like myself. We get so excited when we have a vision of what we want to happen. We are natural go getters and we want, what we want, yesterday. The day, I realized, I lost “The Real Chatty Patty”, I felt like I had failed. Motherhood overwhelmed me, to the point where I had stopped writing, and losing access to my blog, seemed to be the final straw. It was God’s way of telling me, that I no longer made use of my gifts, and that it was taken away, so I can appreciate it, again. Creating “Pieces of Patty”, got my creative juices flowing again. Though I didn’t blog as often as I had hoped, it still allowed me to feel like I was 29 years old again, when I was eager to make my voice heard, in a world, when it can be easily silenced. When I lost “Pieces of Patty” too, because I forgot to update my card information, it was by pure desperation, that I revisited the domain name, “therealchattypatty”, only to discover that it was available to me, once again. I’ve never been so happy, to be reunited with my baby. We’ve been through hell and high waters, and through it all, I became a mother, a college drop out, a small business owner, and a single, 35 year old. I have to honestly say, this is the best time of my life. I feel such a great sense of renewal. I feel like nothing can stand in my way. The impossible is always possible. I have no plans on what I want to do with this blog. I want it to feel like, free flowing, thoughts. No structure or rules, to go by. I’m so happy for all of you, who stood by me for the past 6 years. You saw something in me, that I didn’t see in myself. I thank you and I welcome you to the rebirth of THE REAL CHATTY PATTY!

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